<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751</id><updated>2011-04-22T06:51:35.801+08:00</updated><title type='text'>My life !! </title><subtitle type='html'>things that happen everyday in my pretty unusual life ... got so much to tell ya ! </subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>72</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-110968685121917687</id><published>2005-03-01T22:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-03-01T22:20:51.220+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>well.. its about time that i updated rite? hehe .. its been long.. well actually nothing really to blog .. whole month of Jan boss on course.. so was like really good. Feb also came and went. 2nd day of chinese New year stuck in camp doing duty. however it was a rather nice one though. it was relaxed as not many people were around. Kinda slack but still on guard lah. Ash wed service on the first </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110968685121917687'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110968685121917687'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2005_03_01_archive.html#110968685121917687' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-110588443281690699</id><published>2005-01-16T22:06:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-01-16T22:07:12.816+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>  Well A new year has begun.. and its been like really long since I last blogged.. well.. that was partly due to laziness [mainly] partially due to being upset and also the wonderful number of church activities squeezed all into December. Not to mention Christmas and New year celebrations .. Celebrations?? Hmm.. not really.. ok so now must catch up on like things .. just a summary of each event</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110588443281690699'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110588443281690699'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2005_01_01_archive.html#110588443281690699' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-110148378177196487</id><published>2004-11-26T23:24:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-12-22T21:19:35.846+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Lets do some counting ....1- The number of times i've eaten fast food this week2- The number of people in my family (immediate) who have contracted Dengue Fever the past two weeks3- The number of weeks before the Big Drama Presentation4- The number of hours i got time off today5- The number of  cockroaches i saw running downstairs at the fruitshop6- The number of times i have visted SGH </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110148378177196487'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110148378177196487'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_11_01_archive.html#110148378177196487' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-110061703740157271</id><published>2004-11-16T22:52:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-12-22T21:18:12.076+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>.. nothin much happened today .. poink was on half day leave .. he left in the afternoon so it was a pretty good day.. but i was feeling quite sick in the morning.. felt feverish . took my temp with 3 diff thermometers .. one was 35.7 the other 37.5 and the thirf one 38. so i had a fever.. Took panadol and slept in the office for a while .. din want to report sick or anything.. so i just kept </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110061703740157271'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110061703740157271'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_11_01_archive.html#110061703740157271' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-110052068653551485</id><published>2004-11-15T19:56:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-11-15T20:11:26.536+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I'm 19 .. oh my i am like so old ya !! haha.. still feel 17 .. so my birthday din go all that badly. The morning Stephen called to say he couldn't make it for the movie .. i was really sad.. never felt that way in my life dunno why .. ya so then i went met shalini yishun and yoges for the movie .. oh my The incredibles is so super nice.. its not that funny when compared to shrek .. but the WOW </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110052068653551485'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110052068653551485'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_11_01_archive.html#110052068653551485' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-110027350648657269</id><published>2004-11-12T23:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-11-12T23:31:46.486+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Birthdays .. have had 18 of them .. tomorrow would be the 19th ..  at first i was really excited about it ..  no w with almost 45 mins to go .. i'm dreading it .. y ?? well because my perfectly planned day is going as planned.. its sad .. i really dun want to be bored .. i dun want anjy surprises .. I HATE TheM . i would rather people just like plan to go out and inform me so that i'll have </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110027350648657269'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110027350648657269'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_11_01_archive.html#110027350648657269' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-110009360110987423</id><published>2004-11-10T21:28:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-11-10T21:33:21.110+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>today was a good day .. Poink was in a super good mood today .. so good till he gave me half a day off due to deepavali. How cool is that .. so ended up spending the afternoon with gal .. at great world .. oh my that place is actually quite boring .. but quite isolated which makes it good lah .. dun have the worry of bumping into someone.. anyways, watched shark tale.. not a good movie though .. </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110009360110987423'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/110009360110987423'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_11_01_archive.html#110009360110987423' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109992057069686517</id><published>2004-11-08T21:20:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-11-08T21:36:53.846+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to flyI'll do what it takes til' I touch the skyI'll make a wishTake a chanceMake a changeAnd breakawayOut of the darkness and into the sunBut I won't forget all the ones that I lovedI'll take a riskTake a chanceMake a changeAnd breakaway ..Oh my i love this song .. breakaway by kelly Clarkson .. Well firstly things are not doing too well at </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109992057069686517'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109992057069686517'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_11_01_archive.html#109992057069686517' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109958170381461007</id><published>2004-11-04T23:16:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-11-04T23:21:43.813+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Ok .. its official .. its been almost a month since i watched my last movie in cinema.. well actually cannot blame me lah .. there were no good movies to watch.. come on.. sky captain ?? yucks.. so tomorrow after 1 month since 4 oct [dodgeball with twins] i'll be watching a movie.. and it happens to be The princess diaries 2 .. YA !! i know.. weird ah .. princess diaries.. but like it or not .. </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109958170381461007'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109958170381461007'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_11_01_archive.html#109958170381461007' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109914661824986117</id><published>2004-10-30T22:19:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-10-30T22:30:18.250+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>wow.. Its almost the end of October..  yesterday was my units anniversary ..  was good actually . i expected it to be like really bad and stuff .. but the dinner was real good. The whole day however was questionable.. poink [not his real name]  la .. he and his mood swings.. actually the fault is not entirely his.. there were many cock ups in work and we were discovering them one by one. so as we</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109914661824986117'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109914661824986117'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_10_01_archive.html#109914661824986117' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109887890261392391</id><published>2004-10-27T19:57:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-10-27T20:08:22.613+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Saturday ended up NOT putting up the banner.. gave it to Eliz auntie to sew the sides ..  and we forgot to put it up on sunday.. so must do it this sat .. anyways, i never got to do the things i wanted to do on saturday . ended up staying for second service and din go orchard .. my eyes were so painful i dunno why .. so wore specs to church on sunday. Sunday was a good day. . finally after how </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109887890261392391'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109887890261392391'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_10_01_archive.html#109887890261392391' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109849595979216638</id><published>2004-10-23T09:36:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-10-23T09:45:59.793+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Alright man ! its saturday ! how wonderful .. today going church later on .. hopefully can put up the banner by today .. God pls help me !! ya so since i missed orchard so much i thought about going there today .. well in the evening.. thought abt calling the twins along to follow me .. since cedric's church is very much in orchard itself.. Anyone can tell me where in Singpore is city harvest </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109849595979216638'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109849595979216638'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_10_01_archive.html#109849595979216638' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109827571567274322</id><published>2004-10-20T20:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-10-20T20:35:15.673+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>ITS wednesday .. I'm like really happy at the fact that time is passing so quickly.. i really can't wait for November to come.. my birthday, two public holidays.. can go for a long break .. sigh .. and then DEc .. church camp .. VBS .. carol service .. christmas.. wow !! am really looking forward to the end of the year.. yesterday asked Boss about leave .. he just smiled laughed and said NO NO &gt;&gt;</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109827571567274322'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109827571567274322'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_10_01_archive.html#109827571567274322' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109776010844170880</id><published>2004-10-14T21:08:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-10-14T21:21:48.440+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>haiz.. its october.. Today is me mom's birthday .. well .. ever since i last time i blogged quite a bit has happened. Children's service was a disaster.. A complete disaster.. i mean the kids were like so not enthusiastic at all.. Uma me and the rest were so jumpy and dancingg around and the kids were just staring at us.. oh my gosh.. just thinking abt it makes me feels so bad.. i mean i wanted </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109776010844170880'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109776010844170880'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_10_01_archive.html#109776010844170880' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109728550826249755</id><published>2004-10-09T09:16:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-10-09T09:31:48.263+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>well its been like super long since i blogged and stuff.. a month has gone by.. time really flies in the long run.. what i mean is that during each day the hours go by really slowly.. but at the end you realise that a whole month has gone by .. i've been in the army for like 6 months this coming 23rd. i know i've got a long way more.. sigh ... and ppl around me are not helping much when they </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109728550826249755'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109728550826249755'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_10_01_archive.html#109728550826249755' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109430453319567187</id><published>2004-09-04T21:28:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-09-04T22:22:03.630+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Today's the last saturday i ever go to camp !!  yay !! this week has been great !!Monday - Boss on mc.. yay.. not much work to do.. slacked at the office munching on biscuits.. then in the evening went for a worchip seminar thingy conducted by ppl frm africa.. wah i tell u those ppl are like so super talented.. bambolela !!! bambolela !! which means clinging on to..  bambolela yesu  !!  it was </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109430453319567187'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109430453319567187'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_09_01_archive.html#109430453319567187' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109352112037003784</id><published>2004-08-26T19:49:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-08-26T19:52:00.370+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>TIME FOR A LAUGH!   1. At the movies: When you meet acquaintances/friends... Stupid Question:- Hey, what are you doing here?Answer:- Dont u know, I sell tickets in black over here.. 2. In the bus: A heavy lady wearing pointed high-heeled shoes steps on your feet...Stupid Question:- Sorry, did that hurt?Answer:- No, not at all, I'm on local anesthesia..... why don't you try again.3. At </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109352112037003784'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109352112037003784'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_08_01_archive.html#109352112037003784' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109335132026867404</id><published>2004-08-24T20:33:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-08-24T20:42:00.266+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>oh yeah !!! haha..  i dunno why ..but vanz... i'm taking ur advice.. i'm concentrating on the good right now.. and realised that my life doesnt suck badly .. in fact it rocks... firstly , my NS life.. i mean i'm a clerk who does alot of stressful work.. but compared to those combat fit persons in the field the whole day and really working it out , my life is heaven.. and now after getting use to </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109335132026867404'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109335132026867404'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_08_01_archive.html#109335132026867404' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109317238768277566</id><published>2004-08-22T18:38:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-08-22T18:59:47.683+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Hmmm.. am going through a really dry season now. What i mean is that i've got like nothing to look forward to .. its kinda sad that i think my life is screwed up at the moment with no form of happiness.. its like as though i'm trapped in this bucket full of tar and cannot like get out.. why is there no excitement in my life?? why is it so freakin monotonous and super boring.. everyday waking up </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109317238768277566'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109317238768277566'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_08_01_archive.html#109317238768277566' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109194690891674869</id><published>2004-08-08T14:24:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-08-08T14:35:08.916+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>oh my gosh.. its been like really long since i've been here bloggin..  due to my laziness.. life is ok now .. i'm feeling much better now.. haha wnother reason why i never blog so long cos my life has been really sucky and its not nice to be boring everyone with my misery .. haha .. well im glad to say that i'm happy now .. today was good.. went to church and then went woodlands where we (shamu </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109194690891674869'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109194690891674869'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_08_01_archive.html#109194690891674869' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-109024479703726427</id><published>2004-07-19T21:34:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-07-19T21:46:37.036+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>sigh .. what a week .. i mean its like sunday i was like feeling so shitty and mon din help .. last mon was bad.. i was so tired and sleepy and i really dunno how i got through the day .. tues had an extremely long lecture by my boss on being focused in our work and all that shit. . i mean come on we are only NSF we stay there two yrs and we say bye bye .. what more can u expect frm us .. and it </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109024479703726427'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/109024479703726427'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_07_01_archive.html#109024479703726427' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108953931752135132</id><published>2004-07-11T17:32:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-07-11T17:48:37.520+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>MY LIFE SUCKS BADLY !!!!!!!!! I JUST HATE IT !!!!!!!!! do u know that july is the worst month of the yr .... it is .. its when u are most mentally drained and it just sucks ... and it also got no public holiday .. i feel terrible now .. real terrible.. my social life is dead.. D-E-A-D !!! can someone pls help me .. pls . why am i feelin this way ? just cancelled out on gal .. i mean its so super </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108953931752135132'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108953931752135132'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_07_01_archive.html#108953931752135132' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108951086773293581</id><published>2004-07-11T09:49:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-07-11T09:54:27.776+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>haha... ya its always the case.. i get upset ... cry .. get pissed with ppl for minor reasons and then after when i'm ok i realize that it was really stupid of me to behave that way .. but i'm still sad though.. but am taking it in my stride and just surviving.. no point ending life over stupid things like this .. haha.. well duty turned out to be so slack .. only did it frm 1200 to 500 then from</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108951086773293581'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108951086773293581'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_07_01_archive.html#108951086773293581' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108938003680179139</id><published>2004-07-09T21:33:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-07-09T21:33:56.800+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>sometimes i just wonder whats the point of living..really.. i should just kill myself.. everything is going wrong.. why ?? why ?? first the stupid Alevel results.. BCD B3is stupid crap.. its crap..how can i have become so dumb..why am i so so so stupid ?why &gt;?? why ?? am i really that stupid ?then i got rejected by NTU ..like what the hell and it din help to find out that my fren frm poly got </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108938003680179139'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108938003680179139'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_07_01_archive.html#108938003680179139' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108937904070759505</id><published>2004-07-09T21:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-07-09T21:17:20.706+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>how would u feel when u are so excited to watch this movie with a grp of ppl to find out that all of them either got no money or too much work. so they cancel .. then you ask ur other fren and he says ok until like 45 mins before the show starts and he says he can't.then you cancel a meetin[going out] with your girlfren to meet another guy to watch this movie who also cancels . by then your </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108937904070759505'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108937904070759505'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_07_01_archive.html#108937904070759505' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108876468987205558</id><published>2004-07-02T18:28:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2004-07-02T18:38:09.873+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>haha.. what ya know.. i got transferred [again] ... but this time to a better place.. its really fun working there now.. even though its the same unit and stuff.. but the new place 2 is great .. the ppl ie NSF workin with me in the same section are so power.. ie great ppl who are fun energetic and best of all ENGLISH SPEAKING PEOPLE !! YAY !!! haiz .. life isnt so bad now.. who would have thought</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108876468987205558'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108876468987205558'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_07_01_archive.html#108876468987205558' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108876450497275829</id><published>2004-07-02T18:28:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-07-02T18:35:04.973+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>haha.. what ya know.. i got transferred [again] ... but this time to a better place.. its really fun working there now.. even though its the same unit and stuff.. but the new place 2 is great .. the ppl ie NSF workin with me in the same section are so power.. ie great ppl who are fun energetic and best of all ENGLISH SPEAKING PEOPLE !! YAY !!! haiz .. life isnt so bad now.. who would have thought</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108876450497275829'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108876450497275829'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_07_01_archive.html#108876450497275829' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108859479308546439</id><published>2004-06-30T19:20:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-06-30T19:26:33.086+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>haiz.. so my new unit is kinda cool actually.. i mean its more regimental and stuff but once you get to know the ppl there its fun lah.. but the walking is still like shit.. its so damn far away.. ya so anyway.. went to work today and read the papers.. and found out that 3/4 of singapore experienced a blackout frm 1000 last night.. HAHAHAHAHA !! at 1000 i was busy watching smallville.. and then i</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108859479308546439'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108859479308546439'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_06_01_archive.html#108859479308546439' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108842408049849336</id><published>2004-06-28T19:50:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-06-28T20:01:20.500+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>ok ok .. i'll update !! its just that my life is so so super monotonous and boring i dunno what to say.. well .. life at neesoon camp has been really good for the past two weeks.. its slack and its fun cos we get to talk cock alot and have fun by playing chess and other sorts of games.. but all good things come to an end .. and today is the end of all that.. i got posted to another unit.. this is</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108842408049849336'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108842408049849336'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_06_01_archive.html#108842408049849336' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108765599946151391</id><published>2004-06-19T22:21:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-06-19T22:39:59.463+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>wow !! a week .. my first week at nee soon has passed... after that moronic first day things really became better.. tuesday kwan hong [one of the clerks] thought me and jinbao[the other new guy the duties of a registry clerk .. at first i thought it was damn tough .. but then i realised the more you do the better it becomes and it may sound weird but i actually like the filing typing and </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108765599946151391'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108765599946151391'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_06_01_archive.html#108765599946151391' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108721608332653631</id><published>2004-06-14T20:06:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-06-14T20:28:03.326+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>.. haha i watched home on the range on saturday !! it was such a funny cartoon. its very diff from all the other disney cartoons.. i just cannot seem to find it.. i think this one just fills you with happiness cos there are no sad moments at all and stuff.. and the colours used are very vibrant and the characters are very colourful.. unlike thos frm lilo and stich .. anyway .. sundays wedding was</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108721608332653631'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108721608332653631'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_06_01_archive.html#108721608332653631' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108696600253213055</id><published>2004-06-11T22:47:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-06-11T23:00:02.533+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>today is 11th june .. which is also the day i recieved my posting.. guess what ? i am posted to nee soon camp as an admin asst [clerk].. and i dun think i have to stay in ... which means i'll be slacking behind a desk frm 800 to 500 frm mon to fri and 800 to 1300 on sat 20 mins away frm home.. and i get paid.. haha..nee soon camp .. thats like so near me house.. just take 169 and in 15 mins i'm </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108696600253213055'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108696600253213055'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_06_01_archive.html#108696600253213055' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108683695930642679</id><published>2004-06-10T10:59:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-06-10T11:09:19.306+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>yay !! BMT IS OVER !! so now for the next few days till monday its just slacking away. watched day after tomorrow and harry potter yesterday with litong bob and jeremy wee at tampines.. day after tomorrow was really good.. the only thing is that i was freezing in the cinema and was surprised it wasnt snowing.. it was so freaking cold... and the movie din help cos it was about the world being in </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108683695930642679'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108683695930642679'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_06_01_archive.html#108683695930642679' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108651771495011029</id><published>2004-06-06T18:06:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-06-06T18:28:34.950+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>haha.. i actually kinda sian typing entries cos i've got so much to say without knowing where to start.. well.. basically i can only talk about army cos my life revolves ard it !!!! sad ... ya so my army life now or for the past two weeks is just doing sai kang [shit work].. and it really is shitty ! i mean we do so much area cleaning !!!!! its so super not fun and not fair !! cos we are always </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108651771495011029'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108651771495011029'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_06_01_archive.html#108651771495011029' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108514753900056667</id><published>2004-05-21T21:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-05-21T21:52:19.000+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hmmm..... i'm back home finally at last !! after one whole week of being in tekong i'm finally home !! hahaha.. it feels super good to be back .. felt as though i'm drifting away from my family frens and the presence of God.. christians would understand what i mean .. but somehow i dunno how .. [prob frm God] i'm given the strength to survive the week .. this week was ok .. many ups and downs.. </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108514753900056667'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108514753900056667'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_05_01_archive.html#108514753900056667' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108459659607272567</id><published>2004-05-15T12:38:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-05-15T12:49:56.073+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>haha.. my military life is tolerable.. i thought i was going to die in there or something.. haha.. for the past two weeks since my last entry things have gotten better.. well actually i was really really homesick for a few days ..but then i decided theres no point being homesick cos those goondus called sergeants will not let u out just because u homesick .. so i decided to throw all those </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108459659607272567'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108459659607272567'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_05_01_archive.html#108459659607272567' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108333798742805483</id><published>2004-04-30T23:13:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-04-30T23:17:25.936+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hahaha .. I can't believe i'm saying this but NS is fun !! really... ya my platoon ppl are like so super nice and damn fun ... haha laughed so loudly until i vomitted one day .. ya besides that, due to me heart condition i'm excused from running jumping and all strenous activity.. haha.. which makes my NS training more slack and less strenous than AJ PE . hahaha.. and i thought i would suffer in </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108333798742805483'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108333798742805483'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_04_01_archive.html#108333798742805483' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108256596300564476</id><published>2004-04-22T00:46:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-04-22T00:50:08.763+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hmm.. 1 more day till fri .. sigh .. haha... time like really flies ... it was like i just finished doing the bio mcq paper and then went thailand and then VBS and christmas came.. before i knew it a new year started.. then came chinese new year and went to KL and back in singapore went to like alot of  funerals.... ya so many ppl died this yr.. first it was uncle barath mother .. then devi </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108256596300564476'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108256596300564476'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_04_01_archive.html#108256596300564476' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108247251473582912</id><published>2004-04-20T22:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-04-20T22:52:39.170+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>haiz.. only two more days before i enter ns .. haiz.. what a life am i gonna live after i  that ??  hope i dun like disappear frm ppls lives .. anyway frm last thursday alot of things have happened .. firstly on wed night thursday morn and night and fri morn i went over to shamu house and she me sara and angelin were decorating paper plates for friendship gathering day .. haha was really fun  ..</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108247251473582912'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108247251473582912'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_04_01_archive.html#108247251473582912' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108191687760361758</id><published>2004-04-14T12:27:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-04-14T12:31:53.293+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Heart of Crystal What is Your Heart REALLY Made of? brought to you by Quizilla</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108191687760361758'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108191687760361758'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_04_01_archive.html#108191687760361758' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108186441410245234</id><published>2004-04-13T21:53:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-04-13T21:57:29.390+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>"Inside my heart .. theres a place for you .. always and forever .. " haha hi5 rocks man.. they are so talented.. well today i got the sudden urge to dance.. i have no idea why ... i was dancing and dancing in my room to hillsongs.. hahahaha.. was fo funny.. kinda like lizzie mcguire in her movie.. went over to perkasammal aunt house to practice the skit for friendship gathering day which also </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108186441410245234'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108186441410245234'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_04_01_archive.html#108186441410245234' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108170024921027162</id><published>2004-04-12T00:17:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-04-12T00:21:21.610+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>ok its like 1..2..3..4 days since i blogged .. haha i forgot all about it .. well 23 april is nearing and i dun feel a thing .. haha kinda excited actually .. ya i know i must be crazy rite ?? anyways thurs i went out with cedric just the two of us.. stephen that extremely lazy pig did not come.. we went to the junction 8 U2/G2000 sale and looked ard.. i bought a grey shirt which i wore for </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108170024921027162'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108170024921027162'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_04_01_archive.html#108170024921027162' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108127060718755843</id><published>2004-04-07T00:56:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-04-07T01:00:32.233+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>well. today i cut my hair.. haha.. yah with only two more weeks of civilian life i decided to go cut my hair.. before the military shaves it off.. haha.. well i couldn't stand the long hair i had.. its too borin couldn't do anything with it but just comb it downwards. ha .. ya so its now short and nice.. btw am listening to divine exchange sang by some people i dun know.. haha .. but the song's </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108127060718755843'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108127060718755843'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_04_01_archive.html#108127060718755843' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108113868129928847</id><published>2004-04-05T12:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-04-05T12:21:44.746+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>&lt;!--67.57 56.76 67.57 61.36--&gt;     ESFJ - "Seller". Most sociable of all types. Nurturer of harmony. Outstanding host or hostesses. 12.3% of total population.     Take Free Myers-Briggs Personality Test </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108113868129928847'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108113868129928847'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_04_01_archive.html#108113868129928847' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108108977664749891</id><published>2004-04-04T22:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-04-04T22:46:39.153+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>.. yah so after a great day on wed.. thurs was even better.. went to perimma house during the afternoon.. played with Nazarena for a while and then went PS pastamania with a fren.. had a really good time talking.. yah so thenmet sentill sang viki santhya vaishnavi candy navan navin and logesh to watch the passion of christ. .hehe .. it was good lah.. i mean it touched me deeply and i creid.. boo </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108108977664749891'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108108977664749891'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_04_01_archive.html#108108977664749891' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108087802597076440</id><published>2004-04-02T11:53:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-04-02T11:57:25.560+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>ok so the past two days were good.. went out . had alot of fun.. wednesday i went to tekka to get stuff for fri competition.. met the twins at novena .. cedric bought an ez link card and then we headed to tekka to meet shamu.. then at tekka we went to sinma to get like safety pins and other stuff and then we were scouting ard for fake hair... went to jothi store.. they actually sold real hair </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108087802597076440'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108087802597076440'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_04_01_archive.html#108087802597076440' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108070145247360567</id><published>2004-03-31T10:50:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-31T10:54:28.500+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Once there were three trees on a hill in the woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams when the first tree said, "Someday I hope to be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems. I could be decorated with intricate carving and everyone would see the beauty." Then the second tree said, "Someday I will be a mighty ship. I will take kings and queens across the </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108070145247360567'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108070145247360567'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#108070145247360567' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108066688328877300</id><published>2004-03-31T01:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-31T01:18:19.310+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Years ago a hardworking man took his family from New York State to Australia to take advantage of a work opportunity there. Part of this man's family was a handsome young son who had aspirations of joining the circus as a trapeze artist or an actor. This young fellow, biding his time until a circus job or even one as a stagehand came along, worked at the local shipyards which bordered on the </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108066688328877300'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108066688328877300'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#108066688328877300' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108066197195514757</id><published>2004-03-30T23:52:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-30T23:56:27.326+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>My life is so super boring now.. its like the past two days i just sit at home and stone.. well i was cleaning my room yesterday emptyin all the drawers n finding my old pri and sec sch stuff.. kept my compositions.. and filed them.. so funny.. the things i used to write in sec school .. other than that.. its so so so boring.. can't wait to watch passion of christ on thurs.. </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108066197195514757'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108066197195514757'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#108066197195514757' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108055190209094485</id><published>2004-03-29T17:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-29T17:21:56.200+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>well ... yesterday was sunday .. went to church .. joined the sunday school as a teacher for the first time .. was fun .. helped them out with the easter drama .. then later after service we had a combined bible study.. bro sam jebadurai liked led it .. was really sleepy so i din pay much attention .. was kinda guilty after tat . went over to YCk rass roots club for chong pang cc tamil debates.. </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108055190209094485'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108055190209094485'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#108055190209094485' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108020893243266631</id><published>2004-03-25T18:02:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-25T18:05:41.310+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>today was a rather uneventful day .. i mean i just stayed at home..  finally submitted my uni admission form.. haiz.. put NUS science first then pharmacy law and business . like i'm gonna get pharmacy.. most prob end up in science or business.. hope i end up doing life sciences.. i really hope so.. sigh ... other than that.. today was a rather boring one.. mom bro and sis going to see scooby doo </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108020893243266631'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108020893243266631'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#108020893243266631' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-108010210437404525</id><published>2004-03-24T12:21:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-24T12:25:11.373+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>lalala.. today is wednesday.. my parents both took leave and they not home now... they went out to watch gospel of John.. speaking of which, I watched that on monday with Shamu and Shalini.. hehe.. was really good.. an accurate interpretation of the Gospel of john.. after that we went to eat at yoshinoya .oooo Beef bowl.. I really love yoshinoya.. then we got some stuff for our competition on 2nd</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108010210437404525'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/108010210437404525'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#108010210437404525' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107988753176486009</id><published>2004-03-22T00:45:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-22T00:48:54.950+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>yesterday was children's service.. well it didn't seem like a children's service .. maybe because there was too little time.. anyway .. today had alot of fun.. met up with Viki Sang Sentill and Iswaree... went clarke quay pasta fresca.. haha that place again.. the one with the lousy service charge.. there we ate took photos and talked crap... Iswaree is a major crapper.. hehe.. then we decided to</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107988753176486009'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107988753176486009'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107988753176486009' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107975180885197727</id><published>2004-03-20T11:03:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-20T11:06:50.450+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>" My heart is bursting out to tell of all you've done .. of how you changed my life and wiped away the past.. i wanna shout it out ..from every rooftop sing.. for now I know that God is pouring out against me" ... Haha I really like this happy song.. makes me well HAPPY !!!!!!!! YA today got childrens service ... me dealing with kindergarten kids today.. hehe .. think its gonna be fun... which </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107975180885197727'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107975180885197727'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107975180885197727' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107966721087476993</id><published>2004-03-19T11:33:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-19T11:36:50.746+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hehe ... almost a week since i logged on here.. well this week was really better than last week.. sunday was fine.. fasting prayer was good.. There was an accident outside church .. those people were racing there... serves them right... somemore they chase the nurses away saying they can handle it... those gundus didn't know what they were doing... haiz.. not our problem .. that afternoon went Mc</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107966721087476993'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107966721087476993'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107966721087476993' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107911448421335352</id><published>2004-03-13T02:01:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-13T02:04:35.763+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>ok so its very late now.. about 155 am... and I can't sleep.. well since my last entry quite abit has happened... yesterday followed Gaya to orchard to send her hp for servicing. ended up watchin Haunted Mansion.. its a really cool movie.. liked it alot.. although the story was not strong.. anyway.. ate at yoshinoya .. been a long time since i ate there.. walked around heeren saw a bunch of </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107911448421335352'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107911448421335352'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107911448421335352' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107893760380162454</id><published>2004-03-11T00:53:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-11T00:56:31.826+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>" Clean hands or dirty hands .. brown eyes or blue... straight hair or curly hair .... Jesus Loves you " this was a song i learnt in sunday school... hehe.. its been on my mind for the past couple of days.. well i kinda added on some words by myself... "Do well or Do badly Jesus loves you ... get A A A or BCD Jesus loves you " hehe. well it is true.. time heals all wounds.. now am feelin so much </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107893760380162454'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107893760380162454'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107893760380162454' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107866001913358922</id><published>2004-03-07T19:46:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-11T00:56:48.843+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Hello .... went to church today.. ended up getting stomach pains before YM so i went home without staying.. well it was partly because of the stomach ache ..but partly it was also that i was upset with my A levels.. haiz.. its gonna take me time before i get over it . anyway i found out that with my grades i still can get into Uni.. wonderful. that is like the best thing i've heard in days... I </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107866001913358922'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107866001913358922'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107866001913358922' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107856987310189780</id><published>2004-03-06T18:44:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-06T18:47:35.576+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>haiz... today i feel so much.. better.. it seems i din screw up my A levels as badly as i expected.. BCD and B3 for Gp is kinda good actually .. anyway rosie akka was talking to me last night.. after talking to her i felt so so so much better.. its like she knew the correct words to say to me.. I tell you i just couldn't conttrol myself.. i cried and cried.. but the words she said had a soothing </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107856987310189780'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107856987310189780'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107856987310189780' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107849125979608165</id><published>2004-03-05T20:54:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-05T20:57:49.810+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>ok so results are out and i screwed up really bad.... well its to my expectations so dun come and tell me think of the other ppl who did worse than me  .... cos i couldn't give a damn about them... all i know is that there are thousands out there who have done better than me and i feel really really really stupid... you will never imgaine how stupid i feel now.. already i'm living in the shadow </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107849125979608165'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107849125979608165'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107849125979608165' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107840919164760571</id><published>2004-03-04T22:06:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-04T22:09:31.920+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>wow !! I've never in my life experienced what i'm feeling like now... i feel so so so so nervous .. so stressed untili feel like vomiting... i have the sudden urge to puke all over the comp now.. I really hope that i do well ... i know that no matter what happens there will be still a way for me to move on and stuff.. but i dun wan to face my teachers if i do badly.. cos i've not been a good </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107840919164760571'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107840919164760571'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107840919164760571' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107829278667241155</id><published>2004-03-03T13:46:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-03T13:49:24.700+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>lalala... ok first thing is that sang was watching tamil news just now cos shes in mediacorp.. so A level results are released on 5th march.. which is this fri !!!! oh gosh..today is wed only two more days ..i'm really really stressed up .. sigh .. yesterday the whole afternoon i was at home and then i went over to rosie akka house to help her unpack.. I finished putting the cockroach papers in </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107829278667241155'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107829278667241155'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107829278667241155' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107820493022329074</id><published>2004-03-02T13:22:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-02T13:25:07.013+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>nice story to share A kindergarten teacher has decided to let her class play a game. The teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag containing a few potatoes. Each potato will be given a name of a person that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child will put in his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people he/she hates. So when the day came, </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107820493022329074'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107820493022329074'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107820493022329074' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107820390148516759</id><published>2004-03-02T13:05:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-02T13:07:58.496+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Well i just woke up 15 to 20 mins ago .. really late... 12 somethin.. yesterday was good.. stayed at home in the afternoon and gave nicky some work to do.. was watching the reruns of gilmore girls and i had no idea what i was doin in the afternoon.. was doing some nonsense to kill time . its like i've got nothin to look forward to each day already.. its so so sad.. I'm currently very very </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107820390148516759'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107820390148516759'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html#107820390148516759' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107805390810794697</id><published>2004-02-29T19:25:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-03-01T00:10:34.810+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>lalala.. friday was blessing day . currently i annoyed because of st saravanan .. i've decided to call him a saint cos he behaves like one....  arrgh !!! it seems that he just scolded the people in my cell group for not entertaining the new people but were doin our own thing.. i mean couldn't he open his pathetic eyes and SEE .... or was his brain clouded with his piousness that he couldn't SEE </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107805390810794697'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107805390810794697'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_02_01_archive.html#107805390810794697' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107737861593496498</id><published>2004-02-21T23:50:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-02-21T23:52:59.216+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hello !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so so so bored thats why i'm writing this ... anywayz.. for the past few days, nothing much happened .. Thilaga akka and nicky are down with fevers. went to church today, after prayer went down to Jalan Kayu prata to  eat . so me Gaya and Shamu ended up sharing one ice cream prata.. Nicky is sleepin in my room .. talk about lost of privacy.. i'm just so annoyed.. </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107737861593496498'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107737861593496498'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_02_01_archive.html#107737861593496498' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-107707707135690094</id><published>2004-02-18T12:04:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-02-18T12:07:10.483+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>lalala ... there was something wrong with me blog so i ignored it for a while.. hehe .. so ta da !! its febuary.... since november last year, alot of things have happened.. firstly the twins left church.. I was in shock when i found out.. i haven't gotten over it still... haiz.. VBS2003 was great .. but not as fun as 2002 cos everyone was so task oriented that we forgot to have fun in the </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107707707135690094'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/107707707135690094'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2004_02_01_archive.html#107707707135690094' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-10680035145180289</id><published>2003-11-06T03:36:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2004-02-17T23:28:03.153+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>wah ... its november already .... arrgh !!! only like 5 days or something to alevels ... actually i can't wait for it to come .. just thinking about it makes me feel stressed.. sigh .. after November 12 all the maths papers will be over.. what a relief at least i can take some time off to enjoy myself on the 13th .. which is coincidently my birthday.. hope i have a great birthday this year.. last</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/10680035145180289'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/10680035145180289'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2003_11_01_archive.html#10680035145180289' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-10670979859090351</id><published>2003-10-26T00:06:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2003-10-26T00:06:26.826+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>ok its saturday night.. sis just finished using the comp.. so now its my turn .. my sis looks so sorry .. i feel bad that i can't help her.. assignments after assignments.. can sense she so stressed out .. anywayz.. yesterday was deepavali .. the day was wonderful i won't mention why .. but hehe .. the rest of the day i was at home watching cartoons and movies.. cool he ?? my parents went to </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/10670979859090351'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/10670979859090351'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2003_10_01_archive.html#10670979859090351' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-106689599728616745</id><published>2003-10-23T15:59:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2003-10-23T15:59:57.493+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>oh gosh ... time really flies ... two days gone already .. and i havent studied thoroughly yet .. wish i could get rid of my laziness.. haiz.. anyway life has been pretty monotonous nowadays .. yesterday went to school to study .. but i only managed to study for like 30 mins. after which sang and ish came and i like talked to them and we all screwed our studying to go see the J1s .. they were </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/106689599728616745'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/106689599728616745'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2003_10_01_archive.html#106689599728616745' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-106665548055114750</id><published>2003-10-20T21:11:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2003-10-20T21:25:58.923+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>BLAH !!! ya today was pretty boring ya .. stayed at home and mugged ... aiyo its really terrible.. i'm kinda scared actually .. for the first time .. its like A levels are so close.. and i dont want to screw it up ... in three weeks.. all the maths and chem and bio is really draining me.. HAI .. can't wait for like november 21st .. i'm just counting down to my days of freedom .. before wasting 2 </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/106665548055114750'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/106665548055114750'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2003_10_01_archive.html#106665548055114750' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966751.post-106665549099001303</id><published>2003-10-20T21:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2003-10-20T21:21:30.160+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'></summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/106665549099001303'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5966751/posts/default/106665549099001303'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poisonfish.blogspot.com/2003_10_01_archive.html#106665549099001303' title=''/><author><name>Nathanael</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11149244043255175846</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry></feed>
